December 10, 2009

Back home

It’s raining in Santa Barbara.  It’s freezing and I’m alone in a filthy house with three cats.  Not quite the homecoming I had in mind.  :(

September 12, 2009

I feel like the only thing I’ve done for the last two years is cry.  None of my choices are making me happy.  I am beginning to question my desires.  I don’t know the line between fear and things just being difficult.  Why do I just want to be alone?  In my desperation for normality I have sacrificed everything.  Why do I confuse security with happiniess?  Everything is making me depressed.  Health care, global warming, aging, Orange County.  Why am I so scared to just move away?  Why do I think it’s running away?  Why am I with someone who I share nothing with but pain? 

What have I done?

March 1, 2009
A Hair Commercial

A Hair Commercial

The Santa Ynez Valley

The Santa Ynez Valley

January 18, 2009

Goodbye Tumblr

I think I may have to say goodbye.  People know too much about me now and it is causing issues in my personal/family life.  I may create a whole new tumblr so, please be on the look out for a new girl from Santa Barbara who is following you.  I don’t want to loose you.

Pantsonfire

New-Ditty

Missdreas

Jasonblogs

I’ll miss you……….:(

BJA-I don’t know how I can have you and my privacy at the same time.

January 16, 2009

“GoddammitbabyyouknowIaintlyin’ toyou
I’monlygonnatellyouone tiiiiiiiiime!”- David Lee Roth

This is David Lee Roth’s vocal track on “Runnin With the Devil.”

I hurt myself laughing. 

January 15, 2009

Mark Sanchez Can Suck It!

Just when I thought that next year was going to be our year for the National Championship, that greedy prick, Mark Sanchez, decides to go pro.

Just cause you played 14 games doesn’t make you ready for the pros.

You could have been a Heisman Winner, a National Champion!!!

You are dead to me.