January 2009
57 posts
Missdreass
I’ve known you for a month, and “knowing” is a loose term. What I see is beauty, a loving mother, a voratious appetite for perfectly decorated desserts, humor, strength, and most of all a life well lived…a life lived in the present, with acceptance, joy, and an eagerness for connection is a lonely world.
Thank you for your honesty. I aspire to be as forthcoming, even...
December 2008
52 posts
Dear Tumblr,
I have missed you so. My show has finally closed and a chapter of my life has also come to a close. I met some amazing people, watched two of my kids embrace the professional theater and excel beyond my wildest dreams, had to turn down a very sweet forty-something actor with no health insurance, had my integrity questioned and my trust dashed to pieces my a man I thought had a vested interest in...
I woke up this morning on a futon to find one of my mangers sleeping under the covers, next to me. I also have two decent gashes on my left knee, which are bruising nicely.
When did this all happen? I went to sleep alone, and my knees felt fine.
Bizarre.
Director Mike called me on Sunday. I haven’t called him back. It feels good.
Maybe I’ll call him.
Maybe I won’t.
Love it!
Sublime
Contentment:
I guess you could call it peace.
It’s all I ever wanted and even though I am missing Christmas, I couldn’t be happier.
Happiness:
I guess you might say that I am.
Never thought it was possible to achieve this alone, but I have.
Being:
The simple art of existing. An art indeed. Existing to create. That is, what it is.
Free:
Truly and wholly. Unfettered,...
My newest-newest favorite song..."Hey Boy" →
My new favorite song "I Was Dancing in the Lesbian... →
If 'Twilight' was 10 times shorter and 100 times... →
missdreass:
livesophia:
Rod Hilton, creator of The-Editing-Room.com, brings you an abridged version of the screenplay for Twilight, the movie based on Stephanie Meyer’s novel.
This is fucking hilarious.
I concur.
Just a moment of introspection.
pantsonfire:
karawr:
At the moment, nothing in my life feels right. Not my career path, my relationships, my location/living situation. My life doesn’t feel like my own, it doesn’t resemble who I am. I daydream often of what my life should be but I have only taken baby steps this far.
At this stage in my life, I feel somewhat immobilized. I feel stifled by my location and my comfort (which is...
Bettie Page
Thank you, a thousand times.
Re-rethinking
Just when I thought I had decided that I was going to put theater on the back burner, and go back to school for sex education….I just realized that I’m fucking great at theater and who gives a fuck if I don’t make money.
I deleted all my info for Director Mike, and that feels AMAZING…his loss.
If Connecticut Mike doesn’t want to give me a chance, then….his...
The Morning After
new-ditty:
ryanpurtill:
After a long night of drinking I usually wake up to find out horrible things ive done. I usually call the ex or text the girl I have a crush on and it sucks.
I wish just once I did good things when I blacked out.
Like I wake up eyes all blood shot, jager on my clothes and I look around, “Who made all these cookies?” or “Is all my laundry ironed?..god i was...
First Day of Rehearsal
I haven’t worked on a show that wasn’t mine in like two years….and damn…professional actors are fucking out of their damn minds.
Actual things I overheard today:
“Are we using this chair? Is this the chair we’re using? Is it going to move like this” (demonstrates) Is it going to make that sound when I sit on it. Cause if this is the chair we’re...
Hello to my new friends!
I’ve met some new people today on this wonderful little thing we call tumblr…with no e, mind you. I can’t wait to go back and read their entire sight!!! Like, a good chunk of my day is going to be spent making a delicious beverage and then getting into my cosies and park in front of my old ass Dell and read about some people…people I just met! It’s like a treasure...
To my new following friend
Hello!!! I saw that you were following me a couple days ago and it really did make my damn day. This could be some crazy fluke or something, but I’m gald to have met you, sort of. I love that you love birds…amongst other things. The only other person who follows me is my cousin…kinda like bringing your brother to prom…you know? So this is very neat and awesome for...
I hate that I care
The last three days..err…week has been hard. I seem extra sensitive to dumb shit.
Example: My friend has no money but her boyfriend just bought her two pairs of designer jeans and spent $200 on her at Banana…Can I make no money and have some guy buy me a new wardrobe each season? Oh, and I won’t cook either.
Example: My other friend spent the holidays with her parents. Her...
The Day Before
Today is the day before rehearsal starts…which means it is the last day before I disappear for the next month. I used to love the temporary check out, let my laundry pile up, my car fill up with plastic water bottles, my inbox overflow with spam and unchecked bill reminders…I’ll lose seven pounds, easy…I’ll master the three minute shower, I’ll pack a bag with...